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I've been suicidal! After I lost 100,000 PKR bet to a very scary bookie India-Pakistan cricket match at the world cup.
And over my broken heart [All the cliche intended.]
I've witnessed suicide personally time and time again. I've lost friends, online friends and a colleague to suicide.
Suicide is NOT the right decision.
Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Yes I mean it. That age old " This too shall pass" thing? really happens.
The human spirit triumphs over everything. Not saying you emerge a hero, but it makes you survive, live each day till you're out of that hell.
And suicide leaves a very large hole inside everyone who was your family, friend and knew you personally.
A very large dark void that's not easy to explain.
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This friend of mine, was kicked out of work because of some policy crap, he got drunk at the beach and walked into the sea. People ran after him, tried to save him but he was gone. By the time he was brought back to the shore he was dead. Attended his funeral, came back home and couldn't sleep for days.
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Think very carefully about suicide. Think about the consequences your actions could generate.
The reasons for suicide are NEVER NEVER NEVER justified. Its a purely stupid and selfish act.
I read this in some weird psychology-medical sciences book
"Suicide is a three stage program.
1- Your mind dies, you lose all ability to think straight and be logical.
2 - Your soul dies, death of spirituality, hope and all the "feel good" feelings.
3- You kill yourself. "