how to approach a psychiatric doctor fo a legitimate cure

[babloo]

and yet you don't get what i try to say , i mean is if you didn't try by your self then you cant able to rise form what every situation you are in (+ i said "or similar one") i am not comparing your life with mine , i am just giving you an example , that's it . Beside if i go to doctor then he will definitely assign me some disease . So fight it dude what ever this disease is and find the solution to heal it , socially or though medicines but nothing will work if you didn't try by your self .

as i said through my earlier post i dont even brush my teeth with the help of my mother fighting it aint easy , you finished your studies and have a job atleast , dont blame me for not understanding most patients of bipolar and adhd go through this so bear with me .

 

[Tultras]

First off, Despite what you all may think, Pakistan has good doctors, and our medical universities are also quite good.

Also, " Doctors are in for it for the money " is a bad notion, it may be true, but it is not morally wrong, since everyone commits to a job for the money. That however, does not interfere with the passion that they might possess ( even for said job ).

 

[babloo]

another thing which i need to know is i had tuberculosis which was cured by my dad he was a general doctor , when i was 2 to 3 years old i dont remember which meds i was taking for it , i read on google that (isoniazid ) which is a treatment for tuberculosis has mood disorder side effects which relate to bipolar disorder , anyone familiar with it please have a say on this .[h=1][/h]

 

[murtaza12]

Thread re-opened on OPs request.

 

[babloo]

so to rephrase everything i explained in this thread to make it shorter i guess is , i found out about myself that i cant use to remember such past events my memories are too weak from the incidents that i went through\, it was pain , suffering and tourcher , that i went through and even my mom forgot about it , she doesnt even know about it . dad when he was alive did help me through it .

what happen was in short , i use to live in this apartment complex named prince complex , in the early 90ies , that kid knew how to drive a car he used to open our car an drive it outside the building premises , i told my dad about him we caught him red handed , dad slapped him continuously knowing he wont do it again .

that sob busted my head open from the left upper side of my head causing me to go unconscious and blood was all leaking from my head , some kids told in the building to my dad that your kid on the ground with the blood all on the floor coming out of his head , dad came took me to jinnah , where i came to reality . bad news was he didnt went for the lost blood that i lost in the process , giving me serious problems in school for example head getting to much exhausted while trying to learn which already got me c's in school . dad didnt took legal actions against them . i was severely having issues in school with learning and focusing plus attention .

after i recovered from all of this again categorically these assholes were planning bad , what these assholes did to me they destroyed my life .
injected me with illegal substances maybe heroin by hitting with bats on my head and making me unconscious while giving me those injections .
then it all started to fall apart , for me hallucinations , paranoi , fear , panic attacks mental disorders were kicking in while each time they were hitting me
on my head with the cricket bat , i kid you not multiple they hit me with the bat on my head to make me go unconscious , while they were done with this
i use to go to them because it got me addicted at the age of 6 or 7 i told them to inject me with this substance they said we're done with you again
they hit me with the bat several times to make me unconscious and this time as soon as i woke u they twisted my leg , i screamed for help no one cared about it
i was getting addicted drowsy and what not ., i was hallucinating seeing big angels coming on to me ...
i told dad htey sexually harassed me and injected needles into me , then dad took action and lodged an fir in probably clifton or frere town police station .
i told the police officer everyone who was involved and justice was served .

but my life was ruined i got heroin injected into my blood stream , secondly neurologically issues as dyslexia and what not epilepsy , paralysis and maybe i am suffering from dementia because i have literally no memories , cant remember , no skills , clumsy af .

dad took me to this neuropsychiatric DR m iqbal afridi , he was just asking questions about where they injected me and other than that i just barely remember .
ct scan and mri was done on me , i ripped them apart .

then i had contracted TB through a baby sitter and anemia .

no lies , i effin cant take this anymore .

i am going with an mri this or next week to find a good neurologist because afridi is not helpful i urged him that i had a traumatic brain injury , he was like nothing nothing . wow seriously , i am going for a neurologist .

i am self medicating myself some from this doctor some by myself for mood disorder and anti depressants , i checked online they're pretty safe even in the long run .

thats my story a factual one .

i dont hate anyone i am not a bad person , its just my disorder and illnesses that makes me do it .

thank god i am not mentally disabled or handicapped , just minor issues like cognitive impairment , dyslexia (learning difficulties) and dysgraphia ( bad hand writing)
and probably adhd .

i hope everyone understands my childhood and dreams adulthood is ruined , i have nothing against anyone , sorry if i ever offended anyone here or anywhere in irl .

edit( this is how i got into psychosis mania bipolar and schizophrenia , i didnt inherit it through my genes and became unstable the illegal substance did that ) thanks for understanding .

dont do illegal or legal drugs thankyou .

 

[Fluorescent]

Your history is lengthy & complicated and I don't believe this forum has the capacity to resolve your issues. Given your history of severe head trauma, this could also be post concussion syndrome, and/or unrelated psychiatric issues. Long standing unresolved issues can also serve to exacerbate one's psychological state, and that may be at play here as well.

As trite as it sounds, I suggest you dig your heels in, accept the past is done & gone, and attempt to move forwards in a fashion that best suits your goals. Life, unfortunately, can be hard, and harder still on the more unfortunate. Most, if not all of us, have failed to realize some childhood dreams. If we haven't, we're still too young.

You need good doctors. That means avoid all Pakistani trained doctors. As embarrassed as I am to say this, Pakistani doctors have a very limited repertoire of knowledge and diagnoses, which tends to vary inversely with their self-confidence. I suggest looking for American trained doctors at institutions of good repute. This is your best bet. Any US trained doctor should have the letters "AB" somewhere in his qualifications. Eg, an internist would have the degree ABIM (American Board of Internal Medicine).

I wish you the best!

 

[Fluorescent]

First off, Despite what you all may think, Pakistan has good doctors, and our medical universities are also quite good.

Also, " Doctors are in for it for the money " is a bad notion, it may be true, but it is not morally wrong, since everyone commits to a job for the money. That however, does not interfere with the passion that they might possess ( even for said job ).

We do have good doctors, but none that are locally trained.

We have universities with brilliant students, whose brilliance is harnessed and polished abroad. Locally, the brilliance dims. Our medical universities, bar a very select few, are not good. If you think they're good, you're unfamiliar with the tools and methods of universities abroad.

Your debunking of doctors being in it for the money is incredibly naive. You misunderstand the statement. The idea of a good doctor is that he or she functions primarily to serve the patient, and receives funds to sustain himself as a secondary benefit. Being in it for the money implies the hierarchy is reversed. We work for the money, and patients are a tool to acquire this money. This means minimizing the time spent on patients, giving short & unsatisfactory answers, using digression as a tool of conversation (eg responding to "Doctor what does lab X in my report mean?" with "Oh don't worry, thats nothing to be concerned about"), discontinuing active studying once done with your board exams etc. These qualities are present almost universally in Pakistani doctors, save a select few that return from abroad. That you think otherwise tells me you're either not a doctor, or if you are, you're still young, and have already been absorbed into the culture of incompetent yet supremely confident health givers.

 

[babloo]

Your history is lengthy & complicated and I don't believe this forum has the capacity to resolve your issues. Given your history of severe head trauma, this could also be post concussion syndrome, and/or unrelated psychiatric issues. Long standing unresolved issues can also serve to exacerbate one's psychological state, and that may be at play here as well.

As trite as it sounds, I suggest you dig your heels in, accept the past is done & gone, and attempt to move forwards in a fashion that best suits your goals. Life, unfortunately, can be hard, and harder still on the more unfortunate. Most, if not all of us, have failed to realize some childhood dreams. If we haven't, we're still too young.

You need good doctors. That means avoid all Pakistani trained doctors. As embarrassed as I am to say this, Pakistani doctors have a very limited repertoire of knowledge and diagnoses, which tends to vary inversely with their self-confidence. I suggest looking for American trained doctors at institutions of good repute. This is your best bet. Any US trained doctor should have the letters "AB" somewhere in his qualifications. Eg, an internist would have the degree ABIM (American Board of Internal Medicine).

I wish you the best!

this is not a made up story there's more to it from my childhood , that i cant share its unbelievable , so i am keeping it to my self .
hint i can give my dad was split personality he was a good person and a bad person , i suffered from that too .

well you know i hate being hospitalized , and getting shock treated , i have to tell mother about it the fir has been lodged in the clifton station in the 90ies , told mother we need a copy for evidence , because my mother is also suffering she's clueless about it and doesnt even remember what happened to me .
forgetting is not easy i need to tell the doctor my symptoms so he could evaluate me .

my mom send me to this place called edhi village nooriabad , i hate it people were crapping all over the place , literally mental psychos i had to deal with .

i need an mri told Dr iqbal afridi he just wrote bipolar and tbi with some meds and hormonal meds on the prescription paper , not good enough for me .
i need a neurologist to determine my head why dont i have a memory base , why do i keep forgetting things and make mistakes .
why i am feeling claustrophobic all the time .
its because of that TBI .
obviously i have psychiatric issues too , they injected illegal substances in my muscle and bloodstream , he hit me with the cricket bat made me unconscious multiple times , do you think i will forget that , made me a horrible person in life and society .
i also overdosed on lorezapam .

am getting an mri next week hopefully . trying to find a neurologist or atleast a good neuropsychiatrist studied from abroad .
thanks for the wishes .

 

[gameon]

Sounds like you are in deep trouble. Try to find an experienced psychiatrist someone who can help your guardians realize about your problem. You can consult army doctors who might help you by providing security.

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[babloo]

Sounds like you are in deep trouble. Try to find an experienced psychiatrist someone who can help your guardians realize about your problem. You can consult army doctors who might help you by providing security.

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that happened in the 90ies when these asshole kids injected me with heroin or whatever substance i use to hallucinate and craved those injections , atm since 25 to 27 years i still sometimes hallucinate or go into a fear state i have no memories i feel claustrophobic because they use to hit me with the bat on my head and i go unconscious then they use to inject me with whatever , they were jailed, right now here and there i go into mania sometime , so i am taking my meds seriously this time , whether by myself or by doctors opinion , i went to Dr iqbal afridi , he's a neuropsychiatrist , i just need to get a Mri to show more whats wrong with me in my head . neurologically are my cognitive fucntions working or not

do i have adhd , am i dyslexic do i have learning disabilities why i was bad in school .
i know i have psychosis , bipolar disorder and schizophrenia what about my head brain is not functioning properly .
i feel like i have epilepsy , parkinsons , paralysis , because i overdosed on ativan pills thats crippled me more .

and my mother just admitted me in edhi , i am back now hoping that medicine will control my symptoms .