I am a 15 year old fat and clumsy boy , Whenever I go to school , I always get mocked and laugh at my ridiculous size . I was never good in anything I do and I never had any good friends , all I had was just a oily pack of meat surrounding me . I always blame myself for being so useless. I once fall in love with a girl but I didnt have the guts to tell her and I know she will never accept someone so hideous like me . I thought my life will be like that forever until I saw dota movie featuring chuan from iG team , he injured his legs accidentally and was not able fulfill his dreams as a basketball player , he became self-abandonment. All he can do was just eating and playing dota .But he did not give up on his life and move as far as he can . Even thought he cant achieved his dream as a basketball player , he is one of china best player . Since that day on, he was my idol , i dream of becoming a pro dota player like he , soon i found my motivation in my life, i decided to change myself , i trained dota hard everyday and also try to slim down by doing lots of excerise . 2 months later , i succed to slim down from a 100kg boy to a healthy 70kg , i was happy and finally know the target of my life . Until today , i never give up my dream to become a proffesional dota 2 player even thought i would never had a beta key . There's 1 thing i want u to promise me , that is to carry on my dreams . Until the day u succeed , please don't forget the motivation and encouragement i gave u today but if you are willing to give me a dota 2 invite to continue my dreams , i will be gratefull enought and u will be the most unforgetable people who had change my life entirely . Even if you don't give me , i hope you can give it to somone who appreciate the dedicated hard work of icefrog and love the game as much as i do..
A true story of me but people treat it as a big joke ? Is the community so cold blood and cruel ? When i ask politely for a key , all i get are humilating , disrespectful replys like fuck your mum , fuck urself . You can scold me but why you scold my beloved mum? I really felt so discouraged and frustrated when i see such comment . But i would try the final time to ask for a beta key and see if good hearted people still exist or not in this community , if no i will go with no regrets . And if you think what i say is dumb , foolish , just treat like you didnt saw this passage and please dont post humilating and hurtul comments
